I'm looking for a yaoi, but forgot the name and author, but remember a lot of it?

The main character is Lost..I think..but i know that's a character in the story. The main character has a older brother that *loves* him (-coughcough- ;DD..but it's not incest..just a brother complex) older brother also has bestfriend and is in a band..and of course totally against the younger brother having a relationship. Main character goes to a college with his eventual seme...and the people wear awesome clothes..some might call it gothic/emo? please help a yaoi fangirl out!! >.< it's a published story ( it had several chapters...), not a fanfic (this is my first time asking a question..so how do i reply directly to the person that answered? thanks =u=')